less and less tbh.
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so, in my case, there's a core of peace & acceptance of this mortal coil that remains untouched. but the monkey's chatter is a cacacophony of ever darker distraction.
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By "core", I guess you aren't referring to any sort of thought content per se?
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So would you say the chatter originates in a part of you that is not at peace with your inevitable death?
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There are gradations to that. Very, very little frightens me - but what does, does so very powerfully.
I used to have many lower intensities of fear that... I don't have anymore.
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i don't have fear, but a lot of anger. anger that comes from the daily dose of man's inhumanity towards man and the rest of the travellers on, and including, this pale blue dot. even krisnamurti was bitter & aggressive anout this in his final years here.
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So anger that finds no release or resolution, essentially?
more like white noise one doesnt actively / consciously hear any more in faily life, but whose effects manifest in chatter that one the has to acknowledge / face by taking refuge in dhamma, recharging the batteries to "tolerate"(?) its omnipresence upon exit from practice. (4 me)

