sounds like you are part way in the process and not stuck in a good place. It's generally acknowledged that some parts of the process are shit and that you can get stuck there for long periods.
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A sip of whisky accomplishes about the same for me. :)
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Think I may have figured out the accomplishment of on-demand glee that Ian sometimes mentions...
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