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"Soy boys", "NPCs" et al. are essentially fanfic. It has all the credibility of someone's headcanon of a fantasy setting. But then, credible influence is not the goal - memetic appropriation and Overton-shifting is, as well as the ever-present intellectual inferiority complex.
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I have a pet theory (obviously, just a pet theory) that the alt-right "50 tweets about nothing"-style comes from a deep insecurity. It's the fear of being caught with your pants down intellectually, a la Rand, Hayek and all the others. Rather make unfalsifiable non-statements.
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If anything, I've started developing issues with a superiority complex after realizing how much of my old ideas were just cocky young bluster. It's *now* I have to stop myself from trying to sound cleverer than I think I am, not before. Before I just thought I was that smart. ;)
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That's a knowledge chart. I'm talking abilities. I've never thought I was an expert on anything. I was used to interacting with people of middling/low ability. Gave me an inflated sense of my own. This has since been brutally remedied, but I do still find the occasional bug.
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And either way, I now have daily access to people who are as clever, or considerably cleverer - not only through books. Thanking Twitter for that. Seeing how miserably human all of us are up close consigns most of the youthful fascination with cleverness to the dumpster.
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