Well, the meta thing here is that although certain limitations are biological, many limitations are just conceptual / imagined.
Getting "out of your head" and entering gnosis can yield an amazing new understanding of the world.
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Would you be able to describe your relationship to the confluence of cognitive impressions that you experience?
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I guess im clumsily asking if the way you experience the world has changed since your shift.
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Hmm, well, there is a lot of stuff that is probably too weird for Twitter, at least until I figure out an elegant way to describe it without sounding nuts :)
My sense of self and my sense of the world are not separate. I experience it all as one.
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The only thing I remotely feel certain about is that I am. Everything else is in a permanent state of uncertainty, including whatever this "I" might be. And this is not just philosophical musings, this is my actual experience of daily life.
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Would you care to talk about the emotional aspect of that on here? I.e. how labile/fluid do your feelings seem compared with before?
Any pleasant/unpleasant by-products?
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Yeah, very fluid.
I experience emotions a lot more in the body rather than the head comparing to before. Sometimes it gets very intense or even painful, but that may change as I get used to it.
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Yeah, I would be very surprised if the same normalization doesn't take place. I guess with such a radical change it takes a lot.
Do you still get strong recurring/sticky emotional patterns that resist change, or has that been dampened.
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I'm asking because my own emotional expression was very labile for a while, and is still far more fluid than before.
But many broader patterns stick, like they've been burnt to the pan.
I'm not exactly on full tat tvam asi, though.
Yeah, some emotional patterns / conditioning is more sticky for me as well, even if I am totally aware of it happening in real time. Trying to change it feels like pain, even if the ego is not activated.
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