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Finally, a couple of weeks later, one cold February morning, an e-mail went out to everyone at the studio from HR: "The Q4 2010 earnings call is today at 4PM (our time). We will have an all-hands meeting in the kitchen at 3PM to discuss what this means for the company."

Anyone who could see the writing on the wall could immediately clock what this meant. Some people were numb. Some were worried. But there were still some folks who wanted to believe that the company would do the right thing.

Eric himself, an unending font of positivity, even told me during a quick chat outside the office: "I can't see how they would be cancelling the project. We just had a glowing executive review! It probably won't be that bad."

I myself wanted answers, thus I went about trying to find a studio executive to give me some straight talk. After a good hour or so, during which the executives where nowhere to be found, I found the VP, Guha. Karthik (his brother) and Guha were co-founders and always good folks.

"Guha," I said, "I'm freaking, man. Just tell me: Will I still have a job tomorrow?" With a sigh, he said, "Ryan, you know I can't tell you that. It could be considered insider trading. But if you are freaking out, take a long lunch with your roommates, but be back before 3."

At that point, I pretty much knew what was going on. I drove home, had a long lunch with my friends who'd been previously laid off, talked about our plans for Bat Country Entertainment, and then drove back in time for the news.

I ended up sending HR an e-mail pointing out that being on the autism spectrum, it was hard for me to process surprises, so if they would please come get me a few minutes before the studio meeting, that would be best. They did. Kathy led me to her office in silence.

When I saw the director of coders in her office, I knew the score. I was told that the "Hero" Business unit was shutting down, given a document to sign for some severance pay, told that 500 people across Activision were being laid off - including 50 at VV - and that was that.