A Moogle  🏳️‍🌈 💻 🎮 🎶 🇸🇪

It’s #worldmentalhealthday. My mental health is bad. I don’t know what to say here.

I am better than I was in 2008, when I couldn’t sit on the tube for fear of contamination. I am better than 2008 when I was depressed to the point of suicide. I am better but every day is still a struggle. I still find public toilets a nightmarish prospect.

I am on SSRIs permanently. They have side effects. The side effects are better than the disease. The disease is not cured but it is fought back to the level where it’s survivable. I only have anxiety attacks a couple of times a week.