That moment when you focus on a particular kind of hypocrisy, walk the problem to its roots in your head (again), and realize (again) that the root of the problem is embedded in the very foundations of our civilization, and can only be truly fixed on that level. Oh why.
Things about the world are a lot more clear when answers are sought from internal consciousness, from the inner sense of decency. And that is exactly the place that the society is trying to shock and scare out of existence from an early age. So that we act like we have no soul.