@TeamYouTube monetize my channel channel please. I’m loosing my mind. Monetization on my channel can give me a little hope to live again. It’s been over 3 months 
Sorry to hear you've been waiting so long. This means that your channel is being held for a second review because our team couldn't come to a decision from the first review. Extra efforts and resources are being put into reviewing your channel. Hope you hear back soon.