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had this thought a couple days ago but i thought i should write it online: I enjoy ultimate and improving on it, but for me entering tournaments is not fun because of how many matchups there are and patches. For someone living in Europe + playing melee those are big.

My ideal format for ultimate would honestly be a league type format where you could have time to prepare for people and longer sets would allow sets to progress past "can i beat your flowchart" I know this isn't going to happen though so I just have to adapt.

I asked myself honestly, if a bad patch happened tomorrow with Hero that further nerfed kill moves and didn't fix online/all the other stupid shit, would I quit ultimate? Will I quit ultimate if Granblue versus is good? honestly yeah probably.

I also know that I wouldn't quit Melee for any of these, yet I have still put more time into Ultimate, where I have the constant feeling that my grind/get good mentality isn't really common in the community, and hell isn't even rewarded much by the game. I'm an idiot honestly.

and I know people are going to say "well uh people dont grind because the flat earth is tilted fifteen degrees north today and also people play in hotel rooms" but the real ones fucking know what i'm talking about.

I know I could be the best in Ultimate if I sacrificed enough for it, but I honestly don't think I'd really get that much out of becoming #1 to make it worth it. I feel like there's honestly a lot of people who just play ultimate because they are already good at it just like me.

I feel like I've been playing kinda rusty or just barely not rusty in Melee ever since my visa got pulled in 2015, and then DBFZ in 2018 and now Ult in 2019. I feel like I've been doing good because my fundamentals and mentality have carried me, but I can be much better still