This hits me hard. I hate this aspect of myself, but I was involved with people who, while not Nazis, believed you could say whatever you wanted to people. Terrible, horrible things. Because the idea was, you didn't hate the group, you were just trying to hurt the other person.
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I said a lot of hurtful things to people, and I said them trying to be funny or trying to piss people off, or even just to hurt people. I became a monster. It wasn't until someone I was friends with pointed out how something I said to another person affected them that I changed.
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I'm sorry for making a thread. A lot of what he said about feeling alone and the people who have him attention, it was true. I hate who I was. I mean, sure I hated Nazis even back then, but I was closer to the modern "alt-right" back then.
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I'm sorry for posting all this, I just guess I wanted to confess. This isn't the first time I've spoken about this, and I have in fact searched for and found someone I abused, I apologized and made amends with them, but I'll never feel clean from the stain my behavior wrought.
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It's going to be okay. You're recognizing the behavior and you're making the change to become better. Dont stop. Grow every day. Keep up the good work, but keep moving forward. You got this
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Thank you. It's weird, I haven't been like that in about five years, but it still sorta hits me in the gut when I think about it. I definitely want to take the time to thank
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It was your whole life at one point, so its understandable that it still effects you years later. I'm glad you have the right people around you to help you, many don't. Always strive to be better, and dont forget to lend a hand when you can. Best of luck moving forward :)
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I think many of us have something (or things) in our past of which we're terribly ashamed. We cannot change the past, but we can learn and grow. Keep moving ahead!
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That was beautiful, Sarah. You are really doing something wonderful and filled w love for humanity at large. Admiration and respect.
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I dont think shes doing anything but making money doing a tv show, but okie dokes
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Didn't ask. Thanks.
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“Nationalist is just a word. Like supreme. Everything is better when it’s supreme. Ever go to Taco Bell? So to be a white supremacist can’t be all that bad”
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Have to say, I got a bit emotional at the end there.
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