For the next 16 months, I saw a therapist at a women's DV shelter. I felt ashamed, but it really was beneficial. The abuse didn't stop though. I had resorted to lying about simple things just to keep myself sane. For that previous call? "I ran out to get donuts for the family"
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I fell into the chasm, but in depression found my way out here. I realized I can say things others find funny or insightful. I talked dogs and networking, bacon and blueteam It saved me. Without this world who didn't know "me", there was no light inside that rabbit hole.
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I try to keep a humble grace, but I've advised brilliant techs, gotten compliments from CISOs, and recently had an idol say I'm awesome. (tears again) I'm making it to Alabama. I'll be there each day for all my kids. And you twitter friends are an enormous reason why.
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Thank you. For everything. I hope I can give it back 100 fold.pic.twitter.com/vrBlRqRHqM
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P.S. - I tried to keep it hidden. It didn't always work. Saying it to a stranger cured me some nights.https://twitter.com/RyansNotAHacker/status/1211493534248787968?s=20 …
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That's rough - it took me a long time to recgonize that what was happening to me was abuse. Started off subtle - and reality gets distorted and my sense of normal warped.
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The mental gymnastics done to justify it, or go into denial or make excuses gets exhausting. Been out of the situation for while and still healing to be done.
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