hmm. i think you are like me in that you have a confusing mix of huge strengths and weaknesses and you're very aware of your weaknesses because they cause you a lot of suffering which means you're relatively unaware of your strengths
i think you have a lot of loyalty and generosity, also what appear to be some wild intuitive gifts around body stuff and dreams. and also a lot of raw analytical intelligence which is maybe blocked in some way i don't really get yet?