ow ow ow okay reading the responses to this blew way past my window of tolerance and i have been having a very unpleasant past 90 minutes, message received, i should not have started this conversation in public
"Tell me my main blind spot my dudes" is a question for your truest, deepest, friends, in the right context, it's not a social media conversation starter ;)
You’d benefit a ton from either intensive structured trauma therapy or intensive meditation focused at becoming enlightened. Preferably both in that order, with the trauma therapy aimed at defusing issues before meditation can exacerbate them.
if I may be somewhat blunt - one gets the sense that you are attached to a self-image that believes you are far less capable than you seem to actually be
https://every.to/p/what-i-miss-about-working-at-stripe…
you could be jumpstarted by an intense + good period of working hard and not just chilling
My guess is you’ve worked hard before but never in the amazing fulfilling way she describes, or you’d be trying to find it more now