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Ru 🎀
@bubbleteaPhD
one year anniversary! i was terrified that i won't make it, but here i am a year later actually having accomplished some stuff and having some knowledge and skill. most important tho is all the emotional work i did - processing feelings and managing my own psychology
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Ru 🎀
@bubbleteaPhD
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ok guys, breaking the news - I got a job! ✨ back to being a developer in an office setting starting today 💻💖✨
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Ru 🎀
@bubbleteaPhD
what I was really scared of is that I won't be able to handle the load, not for more than a few months anyway. rn it feels like... it's really hard, but i am somehow able to have this consistent (slow) tempo and keep at it
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Ru 🎀
@bubbleteaPhD
most important achievements are that I do not dread work, I do not feel like I am torturing myself, bc I made it a very very clear point that I'm taking care of my needs first and doing things that I *want* to be doing
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Ru 🎀
@bubbleteaPhD
with these priorities as foundations i know i can grow and become happier and cooler. i'm still scared of outside forces knocking me out of balance, but at least i do have some sort of good balance at all
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Ru 🎀
@bubbleteaPhD
this year was a small limited proof of concept - you don't have to let work kill your soul. hope to keep at it and prove it on bigger scales
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