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I was so scared to quit my first legit job after only 2 months, but rn I'm like, great decision making Ru, good job and srsly not a big deal

@bubbleteaPhD

Jun 3

this idea of sticking your nose in the ground, not doing anything that might "look bad" to some employers, it really takes away agency and idk I don't like living like this. I mean, I'd have more money if I lived like this, but I just don't wanna

@bubbleteaPhD

Jun 3

after all I don't need ALL employers to like me, I really just need like, one at a time :D and an employer who doesn't care about [formal education/perfect CV] is more likely an employer im going to like back

@bubbleteaPhD

Jun 3

I am leaving money on the table, but isn't time, humanity and agency something that is notoriously desired and hard to buy for money? idk for everyone that calculation is different and at any point I might be forced to sell more of my time and agency

@bubbleteaPhD

Jun 3

it's just hard to not be accepting the default way of doing things. sometimes I wish for bad things to happen, so that I am forced back into what I'm used to - survival

@bubbleteaPhD

Jun 3

now I am trying to do a different thing, have abundance mindset even in hardest times, believe and invest in my abilities to add value to the world, put my well being as a priority over everything, it's a journey and it's terrifying