ngl i hit a threshold of “no self” recently that legit kinda scared me
like made me go “wait a min idk if i want to live with zero sense of a personal self or agency” 😬
i used to assume that was my ultimate desire. but i’m not so sure anymore... —
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i like the idea of being a part of the universe knowing itself. but i don’t like the idea of like, being mindlessly controlled by the universe that much actually? —
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i like the idea (and process) of undoing needless tension in the body & mind based on outdated/toxic beliefs and self-views
but i don’t like the idea of eliminating all self-views... i feel like i still definitely need some degree of self view to even operate in this world?—
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idk the guy's work in detail but sounds like you might be in a good place to check out rob burbea's stuff on soulmaking dharma, could say more, here's a blog post he wrote with links:
ooooh i so much need to revisit this!!! i had close to no idea what he was talking about the first time encountered his lectures on this but now it seems to be just what i need...!!! thanks alot fwen ^o^
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yw whoever you are 😉
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