ok i'm back what did i miss
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cruise was v weird, apparently i can feel the water even when we're docked and it's "still," basically felt like being on a plane with more legroom and less noise for 10 days
am wreck'd, will catch up on notifs later x_x
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o yea also i spent 3 days on the ship quarantined to my room
interesting implications for what makes me stressed/existential that i'll try figuring out in tweet format at some point
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takeaways:
old people r cool
would not spend money to go on a cruise
once ur on the boat why tf would u get off
[redacted] family stuff
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idk how to explain it but the cruise felt like someone tried to take vibecamp and populate it with strangers and add some LARPing as royalty thing
like it was pleasant bc there was a sense of community? (maybe bc the ship was relatively small, ~500 people aboard)
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the whole thing felt sort of out of time-- i wasn't *relaxed* but i felt very neutral almost the whole trip, even when i was stressed/angry it was more that, no real anxiety (v unusual for me)
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i missed my bf a lot, but in a much less painful way than i would have during something that felt more like normal life, if that makes sense. like "this time doesn't count" (which maybe is how vacations are meant to feel?)
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not being able to tweet felt kind of like?? losing some fingers? like for the first day or so i kept moving to do it and realizing i couldn't
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i didn't find myself missing twitter much, and when i logged back on today to start reading old notifs i had a sort of "oh no what if it was all fake feelings and i don't care about this or these people anymore" and then it flooded back--
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definitely a strong sense of acceptance and connection that i didn't get anywhere on the ship
twitter good :')
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