the fucked up thing is that i can never stop spending time. there are no free actions. thinking about what to do is itself an action that consumes time. i need a pause button for reality so bad and i genuinely hate that i don’t have one
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so i really think it's not about time
like i have many times wished for a pause button but i think it's a confused wish
it's like, "i am conflicted about what i'm doing right now" & imagining solving it by conjuring "extra time" as if that would resolve the conflict
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there is definitely a feeling of conflict yes. i think extra time *would* resolve the conflict! there are things i know to do that would work but they all *cost time*
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In what sense would the time be extra if everyone got it? If you personally want more time to get ahead of them in comparison, that can be investigated?
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it’s not to get ahead of other people, it’s to delay the sun and my calendar. i want to not feel like i’m running out of daylight hours or night hours before the next scheduled activity
What if you had 2-3 times as many conscious moments in each activity?
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