quite possible that i hate myself too much in the context of my job to do good work. technically speaking it's all well within my grasp, but every time i enter into a new task i have to first overcome thinking, feeling, "knowing" i'm incapable.
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if you keep thinking about them and don’t do them then they’re not the solution, or at least not the next step. the next step has to be something you actually end up doing!
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it's quite possible i *am* doing a next step but it's subtle and slow so it doesn't rly take notice
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i am often frustrated by how often the next step is some variation of “slow down, take a breath, wait until something else arises”
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