the fucked up thing is that i can never stop spending time. there are no free actions. thinking about what to do is itself an action that consumes time. i need a pause button for reality so bad and i genuinely hate that i don’t have one
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what if you switched out “spend” and “consume” from your vocabulary in this domain
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i remember someone telling me something like this but i don’t at all understand what the alternative is
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you *are* time itself
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what if ego is a charismatic theory of time?
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but like,,, what does that actually mean
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that it’s impossible to waste time
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i have no idea what anyone means by this it just seems blatantly obviously false to me
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Oh I feel what you feel a lot.. but in my moments of greatest clarity I never had a sense there was anything I *had* to do. There is no way I can justify my existence and no need to. I could die now or in 60 years and my life would be perfectly complete either way
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this also just seems blatantly obviously wrong to me
What do my wife and kids need? More money? A better house? Healthier food? More activities? More opportunities? More friends? More time with me? More love? More attention? More siblings? More pets? More education? More safety?
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