back in my religious days if u independently rediscovered an idea already uncovered by some rabbi 400 years ago it was a big deal and great honor, the whole class would celebrate you. the bigger the rabbi the greater the honor
Seeing people's reaction to it was a powerful experience for me. It helped me adjust/heal/swallow some pride and go out looking for more aspects of my religious life that were good and helpful. The Baby in the BathWater project started shortly after