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Aella
@Aella_Girl
This clip has more reaction? I def have diff modes, pretty out-of-my-control, where the muscles in my face literally feel different. i suspect the interview ended up triggering a different mode once i realized the rules were different
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Aella
@Aella_Girl
i do think i have a public affect in the way i have a sex-worker-character who interacts with clients, mebbe is that thing it also feels pretty non-conscious, like i think it's just some compartmentalization thing turned way up
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Aella
@Aella_Girl
one of my guesses is it comes from my dad making me stand in front of him for long periods of time as he yelled at me and said as many upsetting things as he could, and if i showed any reaction he would jump on it as evidence of my badness and use it for more fuel
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