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very weird to go from "what the fuck could i possibly do to fill up all the time in a day (depressed)" to "why the fuck aren't there 6 additional daylight hours every day so i can do everything i wanna do (has never needed to learn time management skills)"

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Leona

@dismaien

Apr 7

so happy to hear that! also hard relate on how much time was wasted in the last 10 years... sigh. but no use in beating ourselves up over it now moda being immediately followed by a nap and two bathroom breaks made me laugh, maybe i should get mine out again to get back into work

QC (in Berlin 7/29-???)

@QiaochuYuan

Apr 8

moda didn't end up being a good drug for me, i got a few good math blog posts out of it but my god i feel like a robot on it, it does something weird to my creativity i don't like. wouldn't take it again unless i needed to like clean for 10 hours

Leona

@dismaien

Apr 8

I feel you, that’s exactly why I stopped taking it, too. but my ability to do deep work has been so incredibly awful recently, and even worse since I got back, that it might be a last resort just to get used to concentration and discomfort again.

QC (in Berlin 7/29-???)

@QiaochuYuan

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@dismaien

worth a shot, desperate times i got a lot of mileage out of quitting all of my biggest addictions / distractions simultaneously but idk if women get the same boost in focus from not masturbating specifically that men do 😅

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