very weird to go from "what the fuck could i possibly do to fill up all the time in a day (depressed)" to "why the fuck aren't there 6 additional daylight hours every day so i can do everything i wanna do (has never needed to learn time management skills)"
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moda didn't end up being a good drug for me, i got a few good math blog posts out of it but my god i feel like a robot on it, it does something weird to my creativity i don't like. wouldn't take it again unless i needed to like clean for 10 hours
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I feel you, that’s exactly why I stopped taking it, too. but my ability to do deep work has been so incredibly awful recently, and even worse since I got back, that it might be a last resort just to get used to concentration and discomfort again.
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worth a shot, desperate times
i got a lot of mileage out of quitting all of my biggest addictions / distractions simultaneously but idk if women get the same boost in focus from not masturbating specifically that men do 😅
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