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🚭 diaries, day 9? one of the things that is troubling me, that hopefully will go away, is that I'm having difficulty reading. specifically, I can read one word after another, that's not a big deal, but it's really that my field of vision feels expanded and I can't seem to focus
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as before, i'm confident and committed to going long with this, so if it means enduring 3-6 months of not being able to read as well as I used to, I will work around that but I want to articulate like how difficult these transitions are. i've been "out of it" for over a week now
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realistically i dont think this should last more than a week... it should be like getting used to new glasses, right? maybe a a few more days. idk. we'll see. will keep journalling
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also a strange feeling i've felt is "I feel kinda dehydrated but I do not want to drink any water" i'm also thinking I shd start increasing my caloric intake upon waking, like whether it's food or a protein shake or something, bc usually a morning cigarette suppresses appetite
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