when was the first time you had a thought or feeling, or said something, or did something, that you were shocked / horrified / appalled by? like “wow, was that really me? did i really think / feel / say / do that?”
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I was 10 in inner city school in communist Romania, had a sadistic lit teacher who announced he's gonna physically hit kids who recited a poem as many times as they stumble/don't follow punctuation
I literally lost it, got up and went to his desk, said just dare hit me asshole
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This level of disobedience was unheard of, unseen. He was in shock, I too at myself. He never hit me, but sadly picked a random girl in my class to revenge on
Didn't talk to me for the rest of the yr, or as much as look my way, refused to grade me. Mf died in the summer vacation
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We couldn't have been happier. Smoked my first cigarette with drinks (moonshine) at his grave with my friends he had beaten up, and felt vindicated. We were 10 years old
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i mean i already knew not to mess with you but jesus remind me to never mess with you