Just discovered the lever to modulate pusher energy (aggression, boundary setting, saying "no!", going for what I want)
Up until now it's been set to 0 almost all the time. I feel like I've discovered a super power
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for extra oomph try quitting porn and masturbation if you haven’t already, highly rec! 1 week for the testosterone spike but 2-4 weeks is also fun
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I quit porn last September and it's been a massive game changer. I didn't even realize I was addicted until I saw how intensely I craved once I stopped
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👏 👏 I’m at 60 days without it, feel the same way
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I wonder what the association is between the erotic energies related to porn/masturbation and the pusher energies. Sometimes they feel completely intertwined to me and other times they feel totally different… are they inherently related or just wired together in my brain?
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hm it's a good question, probably has more to say than i do. i guess i see them both as aspects of "testosterone," or more poetically what david deida called "penetrating the world"
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