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Two things that struck me about this experience was… 1. The FEELING. I felt SO ALIVE. I had become lightning, I had become ecstasy. It wasn’t like a sexual pleasure, I was just so embodied, and out of my ego that my whole experience was just pure sensation.
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2. The images that passed through me: at its peak, I saw (in my mind’s eye) a giant, screaming thunderbird with lightning shooting out of its eyes. It was fucking MAGNIFICENT. I saw myself as this red eyed, handsome demon-spider-man.
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Wrapping up victims in my web to do with and dominate and torture as I will. I saw the souls of the dead and damned rising up from dance floor and swirling and coagulating into a giant tornado of spirits under a cloudy dark sky.
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Y’all, I was ENTHRALLLED.Β  The song peaked, I collapsed, some people started crying in the room… Just unbelievable. I rushed up to the facilitator and basically gushed about it being one of the best dance experiences I’ve ever had
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I NEED Ecstasy in my life. I have been starving for it. Starving for opportunities to completely lose my β€˜self’ in aliveness, electricity, borderline madness. Chances to play in the dark corners of being that are so turned on and live.
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dude. i loved this guy's writing back when i was still a programmer and had no idea this existed. this is fucking amazing. "And this decay impoverishes our spiritual lives. It cheats most of us of our birthright to the sacred lightning" i HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS WE NEED TO TALK
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