In an experiential loop today
Retreat into thought -> Dissociated -> Retreat into present -> Sad -> Retreat into thought
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I feel like the only way to break the loop is to sit with the sadness but I don't wanna 😤
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try explaining to yourself why you don’t wanna sit with the sadness
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Thank-you QC ❤️❤️❤️
Your encouragement let me silence my inner critic enough to just type away
Heart is aching now, but does feel more... Purged
Not sure that's the right word but is the one coming to me
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fwiw bioemotive was incredibly, incredibly helpful to me for this kind of thing - got to very precisely describe the sadnesses so i could finally cry it all out. and, even then still often have to express a lot of the resistance too
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