A question i want to ask, gently, with loving curiosity: if you’ve ever hated yourself… why?
(this is not an attack, i promise. i’m looking to understand. i will block anyone who is mean to anyone else in the replies)
I was my mother's caregiver before she died
I did my best, everyone told me i did great. but inside I was deeply depressed
when she died i felt like my own feelings were at least partially to blame, that if I had been happier about caregiving she would have made it