one of my tell tale sign of depression is that I can't muster expressing myself in words, I want to, but I can just be silent for minutes or be staring at the empty msg/tweet field for a while, not being able to say anything and just giving up
irl it's a bit easier with me bc while I'm not going to make any words happen when you ask me how I'm feeling or whatever, at least I will make grunts and various noises
NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR MY THERAPIST THO he wants words, like cmon u have a degree u can figure it out by sounds