unsurprisingly, massaging on a mostly empty/fasted stomach seems way better. open channel to receive and respond to subtle signals
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shadow thing where a teacher not lavishing praise on me feels like i'm failing
> "you're right where you should be at this point in the program"
> "so i'm not ahead of where i should be? ok i guess i'll go fuck myself then"
😂😅
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today i had the unique experience of massaging someone who's exceptionally good at releasing tension
breathing deeply into each spot i found, letting go with ease
team effort, start to finish 🥰
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had a guest speaker today in diet & nutrition class, an ayurveda practitioner that’s friends with my teacher. didn’t learn much about ayurveda but i got an hour-long education in Creepy Healer energy. wonder how many trusting clients that dude has hurt 💔
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he spent a while clumsily attempting to create a power imbalance, talking down to us, showing off all his years of ‘spiritual’ experience and knowledge. then clumsily trying to reap sexual validation from the women in the class. including from me while he was in the middle of
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delivering ‘therapeutic’ touch to my scapula 🤮
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business class exercise: imagine your future massage practice. you’ve just finished a session w one of your favorite clients and ask them to record a video testimonial for you
now record a 30-second video as that client. ie: what is your ‘dream’ testimonial?
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well. today i got my security blanket
last class of the program (!!), spa 4. we made makeshift body wraps out of space blankets, regular blankets & sheets. i was in heaven in my warm lil cocoon 😍
(kinda reminded me of temple grandin’s hug machine 😂)
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constantly desperate for a security blanket
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today i graduated from massage school
thanks for coming along on the journey, gang
🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲
/ fin
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