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idk like i actually don't know how to relate to this. a lot of the things i want seem like 1) they would be socially destructive for me to actually try to get and 2) seem symbolic of other stuff / pretty much about psychodrama anyway

i mean some of those women are happily married to other men, i am pretty confident i should not literally be trying to get any of them back

Divia Eden

is in Austin Aug 2-25

@diviacaroline

Seems totally true about the irl exes—do you think it might be the sort of thing where you want to improve relations with the model of your exes that live inside you head? or is that totally not the thing?

it's probably more than 0% that but having an actual girlfriend would be nice too 😩

Divia Eden

is in Austin Aug 2-25

@diviacaroline

I very much hope you meet the right person soon!