sometimes if i sit around or lie down doing nothing long enough i experience a thing i’m not sure i know a word for. like an interruption in my self-consciousness or self-experience? a discontinuity in my tracking of what is going on? anyone know what i mean?
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i’m used to that thing being continuous so it’s weird to experience it even temporarily shut off. i might just be falling asleep, not sure. i don’t think that’s always what’s happening tho
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like okay right now i’m aware that time is passing and i’m also sort of building a continuous strand of memory, like i remember roughly what i waa doing 5 minutes ago and it feels like 5 minutes have passed and so on. sometimes those experiences get interrupted...
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can you explain more what you mean by interruption/discontinuity? Like what is the experience of it like that would lead you to use those words to describe it?
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...and then i feel like i “come back online” starting a fresh strand of memory that isn’t connected to the previous one, and there’s a gap in my memory and my awareness of time passing. again, simplest explanation is that i’m just falling asleep lol
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i still don’t think i’m always falling asleep tho - when i fall asleep my throat usually hurts afterwards b/c of sleep apnea and my throat usually doesn’t hurt after this thing happens
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hmm suggests “zoning out” that’s good that’s like a nice normal boring word, let’s go with that
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Could be part of it, or falling asleep. I call very brief versions of maybe this “discontinuities” or “jogs”
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Reverie proper could be more daydreamy or lost in thought, fantasy, etc. somethins’ goin’ on
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can you explain more what you mean by interruption/discontinuity? Like what is the experience of it like that would lead you to use those words to describe it?
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