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desire path(s)
@desirepaths_
I come back here because I think this account is ready to sleep. things are coming to a close. what I learned, am learning: being honest with myself is the absolute most important thing in the world, because it is my world. nothing, nothing is worth being dishonest.
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desire path(s)
@desirepaths_
being honest with ourselves leads to difficult, painful realizations. this is okay. life is painful. and it leads to difficult, painful paths. this is okay. bitter, but okay.
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desire path(s)
@desirepaths_
being _dishonest_ with ourselves has a huge price. it costs us the world. it denies us our energy. it blocks our flows. it shapes us and makes us withdraw. to be who we are; that's a humongous, tremendous joy.
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desire path(s)
@desirepaths_
we don't need anything but who we already are. and it's really really important to be around people who are willing to see us for who we are, and it's really really important for us to do the work, to realize that we already have everything we need to be happy.
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desire path(s)
@desirepaths_
I managed to be honest with myself after months, or years. the repercussions are painful, difficult, and will continue to be so. but they feel good, and right, like something falling back into the right place. I find myself returning to who I already am.
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desire path(s)
@desirepaths_
there are more honesties that I will no doubt uncover, or recover. more ways of being with myself. I am terrified and excited at the prospect of relearning who I already am.
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desire path(s)
@desirepaths_
I made this alt account because I needed a space to vent, to be, to be someone "else" than who I felt I was. but what I think I realize is I need, or want, an alt that is already who I am, that is not an alt at all, but just another version of me, of who I already am.
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desire path(s)
@desirepaths_
this alt feels sometimes like the most honest version of me, but also sometimes like it's missing the other parts of who I am. one (honest) half of a whole, but a half nonetheless. and so the reason I am closing this is to make an account that is already whole, already me.
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