can anyone relate to “making it” being a little painful and overwhelming somehow?
been achieving all sorts of lifelong goals and processing a lot of trauma and relief and other big feelings and it has been a lot
makes sense to me fwiw! maybe a little like crying after the end of the war because you were saving up a bunch of sfuff for when it was over and you could afford to
this is what resonates w me the most yeah
like I’ve been being strong & brave until I had a career & a home & a husband & now that I’m this close 👌 to having those things I’m starting to feel the creeping dread of all the feelings I’ve put off until this moment bubbling up 😬