I even have two kinds of spirituality underpinning each aspect--
1) the shamanistic spirit possessing me onstage & in the throes of creative passion; the relativistic, sensational, free, tantric presence. The serving of the community through insanity, through greater aliveness
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2) Disciplined, joyful, dutiful desire to do nothing but cultivate myself towards goodness & serve others, to do no harm, to listen well, to become deeply internally aligned, trustworthy, honest, respectful, and in alignment always with my singular inner voice.
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Right now, this difference feels hilariously epitomized by the 2 social media platforms I'm using most (the way I specifically am using them).
Tiktok for comedy videos, entertainment, goofiness, performance
Twitter for clear, concise ideas, sturdy truth-telling
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I associate 1) with my relationships with women and 2) with my relationships with men
I'm terrified to be without either, but more terrified to be without (1), bc I think it's more fundamental to me and more central to my earlier origins
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I vaguely associate (1) with the sex organs and (2) with the head.
The heart feels like part of both.
The will feels like part of both.
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I think they might be at war.
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what if they fucked
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This has been a common recommendation in my DMs re: this post lolololol
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they seem like they might have some spicy chemistry y'know 😅
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I have to say I agree.....
I think this might be quite telling....
Not sure of what, will send a telegram with updates 😂
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if they were characters in a movie what movie would it be and at what point in the movie do they start fucking