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QC (in Berlin 7/29-???)
@QiaochuYuan
okay yeah i think it's resentment specifically. wow. everything i feel resentful about feels explosive and tricky to talk about and that's *part of the resentment*, that i feel like i have to be so incredibly careful and skilled for it to not blow up in my face
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QC (in Berlin 7/29-???)
@QiaochuYuan
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i've been feeling blocked wrt twitter for months now - like it shocks me how much better my tweets were in 2019 and 2020 when i didn't feel blocked, i just don't tweet fire anymore - and maybe it means i have a new set of things to unsuppress related to anger and resentment
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QC (in Berlin 7/29-???)
@QiaochuYuan
i think i could potentially do some good by modeling what it's like to talk about those topics in a careful and emotionally honest way but i resent feeling like i have to put in that level of effort to be heard even remotely accurately
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eigenrobot
@eigenrobot
if you wanna vent about it on a robot friends id be happy to listen. and then we could post it or not depending on how your feeling i have no idea whether this is a good idea
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QC (in Berlin 7/29-???)
@QiaochuYuan
wait this actually sounds like a great idea, think voice would help a lot hmm thinking about whether it'd be even better to pull in a third person or if that's too complicated hey
@maybegray
wanna talk about gender feels with me on eigen's podcast lol
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eigenrobot
@eigenrobot
oh that could be awesome! been meaning to ask gray on in any case and I have a bunch of views on this. was considering replying to your other thread but wasn't sure it was welcome or whether it had become stale
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