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okay yeah i think it's resentment specifically. wow. everything i feel resentful about feels explosive and tricky to talk about and that's *part of the resentment*, that i feel like i have to be so incredibly careful and skilled for it to not blow up in my face
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i've been feeling blocked wrt twitter for months now - like it shocks me how much better my tweets were in 2019 and 2020 when i didn't feel blocked, i just don't tweet fire anymore - and maybe it means i have a new set of things to unsuppress related to anger and resentment
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just an internet stranger but I hope this strikes you as earnest: why is the talking this out publicly important? Could you be asking too much for Twitter to be a place where you can get benefit of the doubt while being messy about sensitive topics? Why not vent with yr bros etc?
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i've been talking about it privately and it's been good but there's something extra i'm craving from talking about it publicly. i want to see if i can do it and have it land properly, partly for others' sake, partly for mine
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Doing so is probably impossible on any social media platform, in part because the proliferation of bad faith actors & the tendency of otherwise reasonable people to rush to judgement conflates real grievance with manufactured culture war agitprop. It's easy to resent unreality.
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if you wanna vent about it on a robot friends id be happy to listen. and then we could post it or not depending on how your feeling i have no idea whether this is a good idea
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wait this actually sounds like a great idea, think voice would help a lot hmm thinking about whether it'd be even better to pull in a third person or if that's too complicated hey wanna talk about gender feels with me on eigen's podcast lol
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