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@maybegray
feeling a little disengaged here lately feeling constrained by parasocial dynamics feeling called to grow in terms of my capacity for intimacy more than mere charm lately & this doesn't feel like the venue for that kind of growth feeling tired of being admired more than known
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feeling annoyed by this lack of honesty & realness I see reflected in others too feeling annoyed at myself & others for teaching & preaching things I can tell we don't actually know feeling annoyed & worn out & responding with a desire for a lot of unplugging & growing up
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not expecting to withdraw completely, that would feel like an overreaction and particularly a bit of an unneccessary harship considering that the pandemic isn't over and there's not much opportunity to swap interaction here out for interaction in realspace just feeling quieter
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