it is less like this the more you’re on twitter while you’re at the monastery 😅 i stayed off during the silent retreats and spent a bunch of time in the nearby woods tho, that was lovely
*maybe not civilization per se (monasteries are a part of it themselves) but most toxic elements/excesses of it. elimination diet from civilization would be going into total wilderness and isolation
monastery will probably make you a more interesting person. if you can negotiate down to lower than 2 years that would probably make it feel lower-stakes. i did a 3-month minimum with an option to continue that i didn't take