Brain feels mushy trying to do stuff for myself. Picking furniture, focusing on stuff, talking about how I feel. My thoughts come together when it's for someone else but if it's for myself then concepts float about disconnected in soup
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How do you do anything when you aren't being ordered to or yelled at
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what i tried in december was doing nothing until i got bored of that
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I've been slacking off at my job for about a year and i think it would be beneficial if i didn't
I don't think I'm even resisting the job anymore I'm just resisting everything and my impetus to change is that I'm Going Insane