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QC (in Berlin 7/29-??? w/ COVID 😷)
@QiaochuYuan
bro alright let’s just do this right now. anyone reading this: what’s lockdown been like for you? struggling to find the words is a *good* sign! keep struggling! aim for weird metaphors! it’s been a weird fucking time
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There’s an arbitrage happening in that we don’t have sufficiently advanced phenomenology to extensively describe in mutually intelligible terms the consequences of lockdowns. Suffice to say future meditators have their work cut out for them processing past cultural trauma
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QC (in Berlin 7/29-??? w/ COVID 😷)
@QiaochuYuan
when i was off twitter in december everything felt meaningless and pointless and flat. like i could not viscerally see a point to anything. no action i took seemed like it was going to affect anything that mattered. but i wasn’t at peace about this either. scared and frustrated
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QC (in Berlin 7/29-??? w/ COVID 😷)
@QiaochuYuan
i’ve been avoiding video calls for month because something about them feels “fake.” like i don’t want to keep tricking my system into believing that another person is in the same room as me when they’re not. i can’t actually touch or hug them. voice calls less have this problem
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QC (in Berlin 7/29-??? w/ COVID 😷)
@QiaochuYuan
someone used “untethered virtuality” to describe the lockdown experience the other day and there’s a lot to chew on there. unbroken staring at pixels on screens all day is not the normal activity of the human animal. none of this is real. i’m not actually talking to you rn
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QC (in Berlin 7/29-??? w/ COVID 😷)
@QiaochuYuan
zoom and netflix and twitter and whatever else have in some sense allowed us to partially plug into a crappy version of the matrix and it’s kinda better than nothing but i bet it’s driving everyone crazy in a million different ways
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QC (in Berlin 7/29-??? w/ COVID 😷)
@QiaochuYuan
i've been playing around with the phrases "emotional anorexia" and "emotional scurvy" to describe what i was feeling in december like i was starving myself of trace nutrients and the more i starved myself the less i wanted them
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QC (in Berlin 7/29-??? w/ COVID 😷)
@QiaochuYuan
the offer i made recently to RT requests for help etc. was not just for you guys, a lot of it was for me. i am starving for meaningful action right now and helping follows out is one of the more meaningful things i can do that i can see
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@himbodhisattva
I can't imagine it's easy to connect this knowledge to a felt sense, but you've done something really meaningful for me and my family by tweeting, as fucking ridiculous as that sounds
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