found more than once that when i find smth that might really help (oh this paper is precisely about the problem i've been having!) i postpone engaging with it... almsot as if had grown accustomed to the mode of 'there being a problem' and face resistance to moving on from it...
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this is where i am with course rn
i’ve done like half and it’s been Good, but i’m dragging my feet for some reason
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it would be okay to stop and it would be okay to stop without knowing the reason
and, you could try to articulate the reason