i hate that i’ve never lived somewhere i knew i was going to live until i died
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i hate that the physical locations where my childhood memories take place are all thousands of miles away
it’s like a part of my mind, which is located in those places, is inaccessible
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this also applies to the *digital* locations where my childhood memories take place
websites that mostly don’t exist anymore, games that i would mostly have to emulate
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i’m not necessarily going to know tho!
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this exact thought makes me kinda happy for now
maybe at some point I'll chill out and want to live out my life tho
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i know what you mean. feels cursed. like... if you can't set down roots, there will always be a disconnect, always swimming upstream, trying to hoist yourself up; you have to hold it all together, you can't trust the earth beneath your feet to carry you because it means nothing
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woooord
like i could idk try to decorate my room or grow plants or something but it feels mega pointless
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