last lifting session did *something*, area around my shoulderblades is way more relaxed than usual and walking and moving my arms feels really good wow
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really weird to catch myself suppressing pleasure but if i let in how good my body feels rn all the way i would be making some socially unacceptable noises
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literally i don't know what's happening to my body rn but it feels very good so i guess i'm letting it ride
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some of the muscles relaxing right now i don't think i've never felt relax except on MDMA
lifting is a hell of a drug i guess 💪
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it comes and goes but i get these waves of invincibility that i haven't felt much of since 2018 and it's very nice. this like "i could do anything" feeling. i could jump on a fence. i could talk to a girl
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In the long run a body practice & mdma can be synergistic. Improvements in my upavistakonasana twice consolidated mdma insights (groin dearmoring & anal dearmoring)
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ooh "dearmoring" is a great term thank you
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idk cardio's never felt good to me and i think it's because i had too much muscle tension, lifting is teaching my muscles how to relax by actually working them very hard so it's definitely better for me in particular