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Bipolar is pretty different from BPD -- I'm bipolar, it peaked in my early-mid 20s and went down after. mostly it's just massive energy and recklessness swings i never really had: a bad view of myself, trouble with emotional control, unstable relationships, passive worry, etc.
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yeah not saying the symptoms are necessarily similar, think there's sort of similar underlying abuse / neglect patterns and then lots of outwardly different patterns of compensations for those. i'm more confident about this for borderline than bipolar tho
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I agree with BPD and cPTSD being related, but as much as I looked into having cPTSD (read from surviving to thriving, spot read emotionally absent mother, am in close contact with several cPTSD folks), I just don't really meet it e.g. highlighted is what I had issues with:
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by 30 the swings lost enough intensity where I stopped doing dumb shit, and the rest is just spending a few weeks sleepy-tired-cozy, and few weeks dancy-flirty-flowy main failure case is running out of brain juice from lack of sleep/food, which fucks up rational thinking a lot
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