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I often use phrases like "my mind is assaulting me with stupid ideas" or "my brain is telling me I gotta" or a specific part of brain like lizard brain, frontal lobe etc is doing some countereffective thing. It feels true; my conscious reasoning or identity does not participate
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I tend to conceptualize it as some big-nebulous ur-need from outside of ~matter~, getting filtered through the brain, and kinda hands-off management letting the brain direct the ur-need in its own way... and the brain doing a terrible job of effectively carrying out the thing
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Oversoul is the CEO, the brain is the inept middle manager, the Everyday Me is the employee listening to the idiot manager and doing a double take at the oversoul like “is he serious? How haven’t you fired this guy?” So I guess meditation is me trynna get a direct line to the CEO
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I learned this from neuropsychology, meditation, mindfulness and therapy I think. Before a good grasp/practice I just thought I think/believe/want fucked up crazy things and it scared me, knowing myself only as one mind with dark idiosyncrasies
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Feels good to have an unexplained fringe of 80% of my noticeable brain activity that I fence out of my investigated garden of useable, presentable and understandable self
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