the work thing i don't want to do will take MAYBE 10-12 minutes but i've been circling around it just clicking on other things for like 3 hours. every time i try to look at the thing i go blind, brain blocks it from vision, i only see peripheral things to click on
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it's a magnetic repulsion feeling, i can't seem to visually focus on the thing i don't wanna do. brain refuses to process the different pieces of what i'm looking at well enough to make something happen with them
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have you tried ~naming your feelings about the work thing~
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💛 YES long ago actually, which was good and important! i just haven't financially figured out how to *completely* abandon this kind of work yet. making progress tho, used to be 80% of my work & now it's maybe 20%...slowly but surely gettin there
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