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Emily
@the_aiju
there is so many dark and unproductive emotions in my mind and it always felt like the only way forward was to learn to push them aside
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Emily
@the_aiju
when i work on something it always feel like at least 30% of my mental energy is spent on fighting and/or indulging in various unproductive emotions fantasising about the end result dreaming me about social status from success angry at myself for procrastinating&having feelings
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Emily
@the_aiju
scared of not being able to complete the work because i’m too stupid and/or because i’m too busy daydreaming feeling stupid bc i can’t figure something out feeling inadequate feeling like i should just give up endless spirals of this stuff
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